Dancing with the Devil?

In group a client spoke of going on job search in an industrial area where he once purchased and used drugs. He said he sometimes talks with old friends on the street corners who are still dealing and using. He claimed he hasn't used and that he feels stronger because he walks away without getting high.

He also mentioned that when he goes to church, instead of taking a route he knows is safe, he'll walk through a drug neighborhood.

And, of course, the group was all over him about his behavior. Someone suggested he was "dancing with the devil." Most thought he was on the edge of relapse. None of us believed there was any good reason to be in a drug area - even if he was seeking a job in the area or attending church.

And I explained that even though I have over 20 years of sobriety, I still go the other way if I perceive a risk to my recovery. I don't hang out in bars or casinos. I have no reason to be in drug areas unless I'm on a 12 step call – and then I take someone in recovery with me for support. If I have any hint that my recovery or well-being is in danger, I go the other way.

I’ve worked too hard for the life I have today and I do nothing to jeopardize it.