A blessing of recovery is that my wife and I are able to mostly escape
TLC and reunite with our family a few times a year. One of those times is in
mid-summer when we rent two condos for a week on the beach. The other is when
we spend three days in Las Vegas, between Christmas and New Year’s.
These interludes are a time to enjoy the grandchildren and
catch up on what everyone’s doing with their lives.
I’m sure those who read this blog might ask how one can
consistently be as grateful for their life as I am. If one reads back through these 700 plus blogs
the overriding theme is gratitude – never negativity.
But, if you came where I came from you understand. My first
ten years were overshadowed by what today we call domestic violence. That, and
alcoholism. The insanity of those years
colored my life to the point that when I entered my teens I was such an
addicted angry mess that I spent 16 years in jails – one of those in a mental
institution.
I carried all of that anger, fear, and resentment until my
early 50’s. At that point I decided that
I would have to change – or die. I
changed.
Today, my theme song is gratitude because entering recovery
triggered a serious of events that I would have never imagined.
I’m married to a beautiful woman who helps me keep it real.
I have wonderful friends. I have more than one successful business. My family's back in my life – and I have
grandchildren who’ve never seen me drunk or nodding out on heroin.
What more can I ask?
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