Awareness Helps

Sometimes clients sabotage their recovery without even being aware of it.

This came up this week when a client, who was supposed to be transferred to another facility where he would have more freedom, suddenly started behaving out of character.

For example, the client, who is generally considered to be honest, began lying. Instead of being at work, as he was supposed to be, he was staying in his room. And when his employer showed up to find out what happened to him, he declined to speak to him. Ultimately, he lost his job.

Later when confronted about his behavior he didn't have an explanation. It was suggested he seek counseling in the community and that he stay where he is until his sobriety is on a firmer footing.

This situation illustrates what happens to us addicts and alcoholics when we become unaware of how we feel or of what's going on with us. When we have feelings or emotions we can’t explain we probably need to talk to our sponsor. Or perhaps bring the issue up at a 12 step meeting. 

This is important because our disease is so cunning that it can sneak up on us with little or no warning.